well well.

i wish that you read this blog.

i wrote this blog with clam down and in a steady situation. 

i cry for 2 days.

and i know this is not i wanna cry.

is out of control.

it doesn't mean that i wanna get any compassion from anyone...

i know i ain't mature.

and i know i not good in handle a relationship.

but i always try my best to make it good actually.

i just wan everything real and follow your heart with what you need..

just be happy for the result that you think if you feel that is right for you...

well.today is our 2nd month anniversary.

but we are in between a couple days for choosing to clam down each other.

we ain't argue just we having some problem.

we both is ain't right...

and i guess we both also did something wrong.

both of us also have wrong i guess right.?

lets feedback our memories.

and after finish reading this.

i hopes we will be better for each other.

dear.

还记得你一天在补习后你text我说你想我？

然后慢慢的我们开始聊电话到两三四点？

我们很喜欢聊将来，未来，以后的一点一滴。

有时候我们就聊关于以前的生活。

有说有笑的。

还记得“我爱你和我不爱你”的故事吗？

从我不像你说到我真心的和你说。

还有每一晚你都给我一个吻，可是我偏偏就是我不给你？

直到一天我就开始给了，你很莫名其妙的吓倒。

还记得你在停车场大声的喊我爱你然后问我可以不可以做你女友？

我第一次看的戏，是你第一次 载我，你很关心我你害怕我冷，我喉咙不舒服你就买喉糖给我，我知道所有的男人都可以做这些东西，但也是要付出真心才可以。

很有很多回忆虽然只是短短的一个月多。

其实我知道你爱我，可是每一次都是我乱想而导致你不喜欢，很对不起。

我想这一次也是吧？

其实这一次乱想是因为你真的在突然间变得很冷淡。

所以我才这样对你也冷淡了，你知道吗我想过继续的当什么事都没有，可是我还是忍不住了，是因为你说过有什么事都要说出来，不然总有一天就会大爆炸，那时会跟产。

所以我选择了问你。

可能你说的对给彼此两天的时间，去冷静对方，可是你要记得在作决定之前请你想一想以前的我们是多么的开心。

你说过 无论如何请不要和对方说出分手。

你说过我是你下一个让你流泪的女生。

但我很相信你是真的爱我，你也知道我很爱你。

我不是碰不到更好的，
而是因为已经有了你，我不想再碰到更好的..

我不是不会对别人动心，
而是因为已经有了你，我就觉得没必要再对其他人动心 ..

我不是不会爱上别的人，
而是我更加懂得珍惜你，能在一起不容易，已经选定的人就不要随便放手..

 世界上的好人数不清，
但遇到你就已经足够..

即使你不是最好的，甚至不是最适合我的，
但却是我依然最珍惜的..

 缺点可以改正，
性格可以磨合，
但机会失去了就再也没有了..

有人说：爱，是一种责任..
现在我才明白，原来责任，就是一辈子..

现在想想为什么那么多在激情之后变平淡了的感情能一步步坚持到了最后..
除了已经习惯，爱到深处之外..
应该还有两个人的互相搀扶，理解，包容，不离不弃吧..

*难过的时候想想最初的感动..
  想想最初的拥抱和嘴唇之间的温度..

  不要被眼前的伤感抹去深处的爱..

每一次我们俩遇到挫折时我都会读一篇这文章。 

iloveyou...
everyone is ain't perfect.
and i'm too.
even is aren't perfect.
but you need to know.
i did everything to you is from my true heart.
you are the one who trade me as good as well.
even i'm not trade you as good as well.
but i come with true heart to you.
i wish to have a good beginning after this.!


this post i wanted to post it 2 days ago...
but i know you wont read about it.






okay...
now we are end up.!
63th days.
today 25 of sep 3am ++ you send a msg to me...
and now wave my hand and say good bye.
actually what's going on.?
you change so seriously.
so horrible.
ain't wanna reply me too.!
what happen are you.
if you doesn't did it what for you care so much about it.?
i trust you but you doesn't wanna listen for the explain.
goshhh.
i really lose everything.
and you know?
my feel is like i don't know what i need to do.!
is like happy.?
sad.?
is like blank.
is so sudden for me actually.!
what you said and what you did is just like a dream...
and now i'm waking up from the dream.
but anyway thank you for giving me so much of sweet memories and love in between it.!
goodbye my love.!